You Go Back, Jack

Do It Again?

Last week of Tax Season and, of course, Merv is missing.

At this point, I've gotten through the worst of it. The constant ache missing him part. Come Monday, he'll be back. Ready to take up where things left off months ago.

If I thought anything would change, that it wouldn't be just as bad or worse next year, I'd do it again. But things aren't going to change. He's not going to let me in his life any more than he has.

And I still feel that it's just words with him. He'll say what he needs to say to cajole me, ease me, get what he wants but his actions will continue to be gotta call, gotta go, I'll get to it later.